I absolutely love it.
Its no very nice to wake up and to go outside and sit,
admiring the white blanket.
Hmmm..
Nicey nice.
Its kinda hard for me to go outside and sit,
on the back porch that is,
annymore.
ugh I hate this.
I have had 3 cigarettes in the last 3 days.
Down from a pack a day.
Their disgusting and I refuse to he harbored by them much longer.
It is much harder then I thought hough,
but not really,
I knew it was going to be hard.
I hate writing these things,
but I know that Ill be grateful to myself
in the end.
5 days have went by since I last wrote,
and alot of things have happened.
I had my christmas here, and it was great.
I got a kickas ICP hoodie,
complete with VJs face in the hood.
An ICP wall clock.
LOL.
I never thought Id have that,
didnt even know they existed.
Hehehe.
What I really liked though is the Sansa mp3 player.
and I got to put songs on it last night.
Nicey nice.
I miss music so much when Im home.
I never get to listen and enjoy it much.
I got my Brisingr too.
...along with the other two books in hardback.
i think that that was a complete waste of money,
to spend on me anyways.
Im not a big fan of harboring books.
I borrow or buy them real cheep,
and after I read them I set them aside or give them away.
No need for them once they've been used up,
once the knowledge has been derived.
LMFAO.
Anyway(s) Ill be done with it soon,
though I want to save just enough of it for the plane ride home.
If not for anything else,
Im glad that I came here so as I could read.
Ive been ravenous for a good book,
since about a month after I moved in with Sally.
When i get home,
Ill immediately start working at one of the convenience stores,
and save money.
Zack has already asked to be my roommate when I get my own place,
I just hope that he gets that job at the prison.
What a dorkface.
Ill be partying pretty hard when I get home.
Anyone on the net wanna party with me?
b.y.o.b of course.
;]
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See even you know what you've done is bullshit, and that should count for something. And For the record, I didn't really start to try for you. It's for us. I figure you'll come around or not. Sooner or later you'll come to a real conclusion.
It's honestly not completely your Fault. I obviously didn't offer up anything to sway you my way, and in that aspect, I'm Sorry.
The way I see it, if you want me, you'll know how to find me one way or another. And if you don't, you'll probably find someone else to occupy your existence with.
Though, I do hope you grow up and stop pitying yourself and start to show a little self respect and self worth. It's not a bad thing to be a kid, but when you're a kid all the time, it's tough for other people to respect you and see you as a person.
Some times, I wonder when I'll grow up.
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