I shouldnt have tried to fix you.
Shouldnt have tried in my own minds way of helping people.
Its my escape though,
the one time in the day where I feel like Im good for something.
Like I can be a good person.
I should have remembered before it started,
that I do nothing but cause pain.
You couldnt be fixed.
There was nothing wrong.
I was so wrong.
I made you worse.
Thinking about it..
I cant breathe.
There is no way to convey it,
and make you believe.
I am so very VERY sorry.

You deserve the world,
but Ive done nothing but bring you down.
I am so very sorry.
Sorry.
sorry.