I suggest you read this very slowly, and analyze every word.

There is a wall,
ten miles long,
around my core.
It has been breached.
The court yard was tread upon,
where no else has tread before.
A gun was shot,
straight to the middle,
in the form of a sentence.
A statement of truth,
that has shaken the whole establishment.
This was the place Ive been hiding since the day I was born.
A sacred place that even I,
do not dare to enter often.
It was a place,
that was merely to be guarded.
Not acknowledged or touched,
by any human being alive.
It wasnt even possible.
It shouldnt have happened,
I shouldnt have let it happen.
I have dedicated my whole life,
my mind,
my will...
everything that I had,
to guard it.
That was my last hope,
the last essence of my being...
the place that has kept me strong.
And yet it has happened,
and I am left even more of a piddly lump.
Everything is deserved,
and yet,
I cannot shake the feeling of absolute,
Betrayal.
How dare you come,
and ruin all that I have worked for?
To break down the one last beam,
that was holding me up?
Disgusted.
Absolute loathing,
is flowing through me.
This act was due,
and I know it.
Time heals..
and right now,
I need a fuck load of it.