Darkness -Twiztid.

Whats another good title for this passage?
A. Humorless
B. Your Mother takes it in the ass
C. Garbage
D. All of the above.

...I kinda miss school.
NOT!


Nothing insightful or even thoughtful tonight.
Writing to take up space.
Im reading Twilight because Brisingr is too expensive at the moment.
Cant wait to come home and get started working.
Hate not having money like Im used to.
Its killing me here, that i have to ask for everything,
and suffer without things that I normally wouldnt have to worry about.
Bitching.
I know.
I feel like it.
Hate having to go outside in the blistering cold to smoke a goddamn cigarette.
Miss my life at home.
Still got a million days left here.
Im so under stimulated that its not even a little funny.
Being under-sexually-stimulated would normally be funny.
I would laugh at the person that was telling me about it.
Its not anymore though.
Not even a little.
Suffering.
A need to break out of the shell that Im in here.
I want to be me!
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
I want to be...like me.

Mindless rambling.
No subject.
Garbage.
So outrageously bored.
Not much funniness either.
I feel myself getting stupider by the second.
You have no idea how many errors that Ive had to fix in the little that Ive written.
This shit is even second nature to me!

Brown, nice right?

xD.
That was funny.
To me anyway(s).

God.
What a beautiful word.
What a beautiful name.
The epitome of happiness.
Truth.
Laugh.
Its not funny.
Thats where I should be.
the only man for me.
Remember when you were younger?
Whether poor or rich.
Scratch that.
Fuck the riches.
they make me want to throw up.
Even more than I hate myself,
I hate them.
These kids...
Ugh.

____________________________Karma -Twiztid


Pure unadulterated happiness.
Not true.
but Im sure that was at least a portion of it where everything was peachy...
whether you knew about it or not.
I can only remember once.
I was with him.
I know it and feel it in my soul.
i must be with him to be truely happy.
Everything is okay when I have him.
My ONLY true love.
The one I was meant for.
I need to be a Nun.
Minus the catholicism.
More lies.

Ugh.

THIS DUMB ASS THING WONT LET ME OFF ITALICS.
Im done.
Too much trouble.