Cant stay away.
Wish I hadn't done what I have.
Not much choice though.
Its for the best.
Thoughts.
Ugh.
Thoughts, all day.
Bartender.
Any goofy soft rock, even.
Certain movies.
Any mention of Pulp Fiction.
I swear to God I see that Universe movie everywhere.
I think I might record and watch it just for times sake.
Goddamn dreams even.
Does no good really to even post this,
but Ive had a long day.
Janice is stuck home with pink eye.
Scary shit.
Jen (the mom) says that you cant actually get it from someone farting on your pillow.
Big disappointment, I must say.
I got pissed off today when G-ma was gonna come over and get Janice to go to the doctor.
Then come and get me to go to the mall afterward.
Im the only kid here that has responsibilities.
My 3 year old niece does more around the house then Jake and Jannie do.
I must of course do the dishes and clean the front room.
Its expected from Dad anyway.
Even my father is friggin spoiled out the ass.
Jen does all the cooking and cleaning.
She even serves them their food.
Their 13 and 8 for chrissake!
Asked Jake to help me out and I had to give him a guilt trip,
and even then all he did was take out the trash.
God I wish that I had a mother like Jen when I was growing up.
Well, I love that I have her now anyway.
If I had had her growing up, God forbid, Id be just as spoiled as they are.
Disgusting.
Dunn get me wrong though, theyre not completely bad.
I love em.
Jake is a sarcastic, but hilarious, jerk-face.
Janice is....sweet.
Highlight of the night was when G-ma and I went shopping.
I got the much needed earings, and she bought me dinner.
Shes a saint I tell you.
Love to ruffle her feathers by hittin on her.
or something like masturbate the antennae on her Charger.
She laughs and calls me stupid, in her New York accent.
Totally awesome.
I do miss home though,
quite a bit actually.
I miss my babies
and worry about how much sugar that Sally is giving them.
Theyre doing okay though.
Just miss em awesomely.
Uhh...
I need stimulation of some sort.
Thank God for the beautmius that is the Insane Clown Posse.
Sanity.
Ill write a blog about them.
I hate close-minded ignorant people.
House is on.
I have to go.
Ahh...
Hugh Laurie.
Delicious.
Some kind of hello:
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About Me
- Lana
- Not worth even getting to know. I have a very bland personality. If your a male run. If your a female, fuck off. I have no time to bother with friends even anymore. If I keep to myself, I cant hurt anyone.
3 comments:
Stop Lying.
I love you.
You're not making this better, you know. Now you're hurting yourself AND me. I'd rather die for you than suffer for you. But I'd be willing to do it for you. If you're going to treat me like this. The least you could do is talk to be and be my friend. I'll take you any way I can have you, and honestly, Anything is better than this.
And I'm not irrational, I'm in love.
I WILL love you and I WILL be your friend, even when you stop being my friend and lover. I've really gotten into a hole without you, and it's only been two weeks. It's starting to effect my home and work life. You really aren't good for me, but only when I can't have you...
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