I moved into my own place.
I still need the carpet put down, a new bathroom floor,
and tile in the kitchen but its livable now.
Im totally lovin not having to worry about every little thing and I can focus on what I need and want to do.
No stress or drama.
Just me.
Ive started talking again to some of my oldest and awesomest friends again.
Im happy.
Numb,
but happy.
Good lucky to you.
Like i said before, you wont need it.
Youre crazy and an asshole,
but youre still awesome.
Ill NEVER forget you.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Whats new?
Alot,
but not very much.
Im working at Dalia now,
Called "Bonnies" by those who are ignorent.
Wednesday, Saterday mornings and Sunday night.
Not very many days atm, but when the new girl get inevitably fired,
Ill have more days.
Sally is going to start working there some, sometime soon.
Ive been saving a little bit, of my little paychecks.
Exciting.
Working my way towards my own place.
That dear reader,
IS actually exciting.
Going out on weekends that I can afford.
Cant dance, but I absolutely love too.
When Im drunk though, I dont care at all.
Moderation is good.
I havent become a crack whore,
Havent slept with any strange dudes.
I am however interested in this guy,
my sisters "brother,"
but not actually related.
I refuse to make a thing of it though,
no relationships for me.
Im not interested in those in the least bit.
My last was too much,
I hate having to share the past,
which you have to do with new people.
Id rather be single.
My last relationship caught me off guard.
Had to know everything.
Somethings are better left unsaid,
and unthought of.
He was always making me think about myself and I do just fine NOT doing that.
Im actually a perdy peppy person,
just dont get too close to things that are ment to be forgotten and left alone.
Its not hiding anything, just not displaying them.
I dunno, its confusing.
I have high hopes for the future,
I hope that everyone around me is doing good.
I want nothing but happiness to everyone.
Zach deserves to be happy more than anyone else I know,
and Im excited that he seems to be doing nicely.
Life goes on.
Time flows by.
Its all good.
but not very much.
Im working at Dalia now,
Called "Bonnies" by those who are ignorent.
Wednesday, Saterday mornings and Sunday night.
Not very many days atm, but when the new girl get inevitably fired,
Ill have more days.
Sally is going to start working there some, sometime soon.
Ive been saving a little bit, of my little paychecks.
Exciting.
Working my way towards my own place.
That dear reader,
IS actually exciting.
Going out on weekends that I can afford.
Cant dance, but I absolutely love too.
When Im drunk though, I dont care at all.
Moderation is good.
I havent become a crack whore,
Havent slept with any strange dudes.
I am however interested in this guy,
my sisters "brother,"
but not actually related.
I refuse to make a thing of it though,
no relationships for me.
Im not interested in those in the least bit.
My last was too much,
I hate having to share the past,
which you have to do with new people.
Id rather be single.
My last relationship caught me off guard.
Had to know everything.
Somethings are better left unsaid,
and unthought of.
He was always making me think about myself and I do just fine NOT doing that.
Im actually a perdy peppy person,
just dont get too close to things that are ment to be forgotten and left alone.
Its not hiding anything, just not displaying them.
I dunno, its confusing.
I have high hopes for the future,
I hope that everyone around me is doing good.
I want nothing but happiness to everyone.
Zach deserves to be happy more than anyone else I know,
and Im excited that he seems to be doing nicely.
Life goes on.
Time flows by.
Its all good.
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